X2hugapitbull wrote:Really glad to see you back.
HAPPY WEDDING CONGRATS TO MICHELLE AND DEMO!!! Love the photos
mnp13 wrote:And it's good that you are rebuilding a support system... got any pics of the man in uniform?
ParisStreetPitCrew wrote: I'm sure things all fall apart and fall back together for a reason, and we just need to hold on to the things we know are real.
Thanks for the vent. Missed you guys.
ParisStreetPitCrew wrote:Thanks everyone. The support means a lot. I'm going to ramble since I haven't talked about this a whole lot.
Yes, the breakup has been rough for me. Phil and I started dating when I was just a baby-- still in high school. So, we have been together my entire adult life. I am now 29 and feel like I'm starting at point zero. It's really weird.
Funny how once you're OUT of the relationship you can look back at it from the outside with so much more clarity. It seems I have all the classic symptoms of being in a nonproductive relationship for too long. But now I can see I'm worth so much more than that. I really just can't wait for the heartache to be gone. I mean, luckily this didn't end on a severely bad note and Phil and I are on good terms, I guess you could say. He left and went to Minneapolis and I think him being gone gone helps my situation. So, in short, I still feel a little like I have a gaping head wound.
But definitely nothing has helped me through this more than talking to Joe. He jumped in to be my distraction just when I needed it. I allowed myself a couple of months to hurt over the breakup and now I am starting to feel the upswing. I've known him for probably about 8 years and there are so many things I admire about him. He's happy to be my distraction for now and I can be his while he's over in that shithole. We'll see how that works.
I'm sure things all fall apart and fall back together for a reason, and we just need to hold on to the things we know are real.
Thanks for the vent. Missed you guys.
mnp13 wrote:Well, you know... There are some really fun people who go to the DSO every year. Maybe a certain single chick should come out and have a great weekend!!
ParisStreetPitCrew wrote:mnp13 wrote:Well, you know... There are some really fun people who go to the DSO every year. Maybe a certain single chick should come out and have a great weekend!!
OOOH!!! Thank you for the reminder. I'll see if I can figure out a way to at least come for a little while.
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