Really it's not....
I just found out my mom MIGHT have breast cancer, my family has a long history with it and I'm praying to God it's a cyst or something and not breast cancer. I can't deal if my mother has breast cancer....she's my best friend.
It's bad enough my favorite Uncle has stage 4 lung cancer.....but my mother having breast cancer is going to kill me. I can't deal with more cancer....I just can't.....