I recently (two nights ago this moment [2am]) lost
my little buddy suddenly, he was a mix of a pit and a blue heeler, and I guess I am here looking for closure or something, or why he died in my arms after being healthy all day. It just feels so weird not having him by me, not being able to pet him, hug him, feel him on the end of my bed or anything... he was only five (I knew the exact date of birth too, as he was not adopted per-se but rather an 'accident' from a neighborhood male and a pit female, I raised him from an itty bitty).
Anyways I figured I would join. I remain dog-less now, and I just need to see if I can handle another before I even think about adopting another dog; but I know if I do it will be a bully breed, and it will be an adoption. There's just too many homeless right now.