Traci Pollakowski

Postby cheekymunkee » August 16th, 2007, 4:03 pm

I am so sorry Traci. I am sorry your demons were too much for you to bear. I am sorry the heroin had it's grip so tightly on you. I am sorry I wasn't a better friend to you. I am sorry I couldn't help you. I tired, we all tried. Sleep well Trace. You will be forever missed. I love you :cry:
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Postby Jenn » August 16th, 2007, 4:12 pm

Sorry Deb :hug3:
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Postby amazincc » August 16th, 2007, 4:35 pm

I'm so sorry, Deb... :(
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Postby iluvk9 » August 16th, 2007, 4:58 pm

My condolences. :(
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Postby Wyldmoonwoman » August 16th, 2007, 5:39 pm

I am sorry :(
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Postby Marinepits » August 16th, 2007, 5:49 pm

Oh, geeze. I am so sorry, Deb. :groupHug:
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Postby msvette2u » August 16th, 2007, 5:49 pm

I am so sorry :(
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Postby babyreba » August 16th, 2007, 7:04 pm

oh no, debby. i'm so sorry.
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Postby cheekymunkee » August 16th, 2007, 7:15 pm

When I first met Traci she was clean & sober. She was THE angriest craziest dike ( oh yes, she was and she would let you know real quick that she was, she thought the word 'lesbian' was too long) I had ever met. We became fast friends because I could see past the wall she put up. Ahhhh, rehab. 5 times that I know of. Clean for a while & then right back in the streets. Money not well spent. She struggled with bi-polar disorder and hated the way the drugs made her feel. But she LOVED the way heroin & alcohol made her feel. She would maintain for a while, then lose it. The last time I saw her I was bailing her out of jail for the umpteenth time, she was completely strung out, a shell of a person. I had to back away, she drained me. I didn't turn my back on her, I just stepped aside. I never met anyone who hated herself as much as Trace did. But she loved hard. I always knew I would get that phone call. I am surprised it took this long for it to come. I want to be angry at her but I can't. I guess I am in a way relieved. At last she has peace.
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Postby pitbullmamaliz » August 17th, 2007, 12:04 pm

RIP Traci...

Debby, I'm so sorry for your loss. :hug3:
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Postby amazincc » August 17th, 2007, 11:00 pm

On August 16 2007, 6:15 PM, cheekymunkee wrote: She struggled with bi-polar disorder and hated the way the drugs made her feel.


I can so relate to that, Deb... :(
But - having a friend/someone to REALLY depend on makes a huge difference, and I am glad you did that for her. :hug3:
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