Traci Pollakowski
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by cheekymunkee » August 16th, 2007, 4:03 pm
I am so sorry Traci. I am sorry your demons were too much for you to bear. I am sorry the heroin had it's grip so tightly on you. I am sorry I wasn't a better friend to you. I am sorry I couldn't help you. I tired, we all tried. Sleep well Trace. You will be forever missed. I love you
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by Wyldmoonwoman » August 16th, 2007, 5:39 pm
I am sorry 
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by Marinepits » August 16th, 2007, 5:49 pm
Oh, geeze. I am so sorry, Deb. 
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by cheekymunkee » August 16th, 2007, 7:15 pm
When I first met Traci she was clean & sober. She was THE angriest craziest dike ( oh yes, she was and she would let you know real quick that she was, she thought the word 'lesbian' was too long) I had ever met. We became fast friends because I could see past the wall she put up. Ahhhh, rehab. 5 times that I know of. Clean for a while & then right back in the streets. Money not well spent. She struggled with bi-polar disorder and hated the way the drugs made her feel. But she LOVED the way heroin & alcohol made her feel. She would maintain for a while, then lose it. The last time I saw her I was bailing her out of jail for the umpteenth time, she was completely strung out, a shell of a person. I had to back away, she drained me. I didn't turn my back on her, I just stepped aside. I never met anyone who hated herself as much as Trace did. But she loved hard. I always knew I would get that phone call. I am surprised it took this long for it to come. I want to be angry at her but I can't. I guess I am in a way relieved. At last she has peace.
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by pitbullmamaliz » August 17th, 2007, 12:04 pm
RIP Traci...
Debby, I'm so sorry for your loss.
Debby, I'm so sorry for your loss.
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by amazincc » August 17th, 2007, 11:00 pm
On August 16 2007, 6:15 PM, cheekymunkee wrote: She struggled with bi-polar disorder and hated the way the drugs made her feel.
I can so relate to that, Deb...
But - having a friend/someone to REALLY depend on makes a huge difference, and I am glad you did that for her.
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