I took Beau to PetSmart and Home Depot the other day and for the first time in 8 years. I saw old age in my beloved little dog. I had him in PetSmart looking at toys, and saw the fleece toys he LOVES, like scream and yelp if he can't have it love. I picked up the one shaped like a person and said "Beau look want the Pookie?!" and waved it in his face thinking he'd grab it and try to destory it before I bought it like he always does. Nope, he turned his head and had this look on his face and for the first time I saw his age
. It depresses me thinking he's getting older, which means he'll be at the vet soon getting his senior check-up . It sucks knowing he's getting older, but I'm hoping for another good few years with him and I'll cherish each moment with him more now.