Have you ever hated someone you've never met? Probably. I hate this girl with a f*cking passion and I've never met her in my life. Who is she you ask? Oh just my soon-to-be-ex-step-sister.
Long story short. I'm an only child from my parents. They got divorced when I was 13. I stayed with my dad. My dad and step mom got married about a year later, maybe a lil' less. My step mom already had three daughters. The oldest two (Tiffany and Samantha) lived with their dad and the youngest (Amanda) with us. I'm oldest than all of them. The youngest at the time was 5 the other two I can't remember. I moved to my mom's when I was 17.
I've never met the other two. Anyways, when I was 21, my dad and step mom had a son. I have yet to meet my brother James because they were living in OK. Well, two years ago, she took James and Amanda and moved to KY and left my dad. He's been there ever since, with my dad still in OK. Trying to work around everyones schedule to go see him hasn't worked out too well. So I haven't done it.
Tiffany, who is now 21, continues to say she's his oldest sister. Now, mind you, I'm about to be 25 in a few weeks and I suck at math, but I can do simple math. Pretty sure I'm older than her, yes? Therefore, that would make me.... wait for it... wait for it... HIS OLDEST SISTER!!!! Funny how that works out, huh? Damn math. I've never talked to the girl. I tried to add her on Myspace and Facebook and she won't do it. I've gone out of my way to try and be nice to her and I'm tired of it. F*ck her then.
My dad and step mom will be divorced in a few weeks and I'm okay with it. She and I never really got along anyways. He's getting James for the summer and I was supposed to go see them. However, I'm getting my wisdom teeth out in two weeks and my mom is comin' down for my birthday the week after. So, I'm not gonna be able to get anymore time off for a lil' while.
I'm just... I don't know... Tired of her acting like I don't exsist. Amanda had posted something on FB about Jame and Tiffany left her a message saying "give him a biiig kiss kiss from his biggest sissssy:)". she normally says oldest. My response was "And how I have so much to say about the oldest sister stuff. but I won't, except one thing. I'M HIS OLDEST SISTER. JUST BECAUSE I HAVEN'T MET HIM YET, DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T F*CKIN' EXSIST"... THEN I sent my step mom a message, too.
"Just know this isn't to piss you off or anything, okay? Because that's not my intention.
But, can I just say that your oldest daughter pisses me the f*ck off? Because she does. I've never met the girl but god does she piss me off.
I'm sick and f*ckin' tired of her 'forgetting' that I exist and constantly saying she's James's oldest sister. I'M OLDER THAN HER, THEREFORE I'M HIS OLDEST SISTER. I mean I suck at math, but come on, I can do simple f*cking math.
Just because I've never met him yet, doesn't mean sh*t. I still exist. I'm still his sister. I'm still the oldest. I've kept quiet about it for the longest time, but Im tired of it.
By the way, how are you? Hope everything is all good with yall over there. Love and miss you. "
I get along with my step-mom when I don't have to live with, or see her. Am I wrong to be pissy about it? To say something about it? I'm just tired of it. I feel like I"m just banging my head against the wall on the subject and gettin' no where with it. Sorry this was so long. Just needed to rant about it to someone.
Today is the tomorrow that we worried about yesterday - Unknown